| (no subject) |
[May. 31st, 2005|11:30 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | LP- Breaking the Habit | ] |
Hi sweethearts,
Yowza I'm shattered. Tommorrow I'm supposed to be going out with my friends, I havn't completely decided if I definitly want to go...I feel mean, but I'm just feeling something weird between them. I love them..it's just I'm pretty confused. They're all turning out to be such hypocrits...well all but my very best friend.
I feel like I no longer hold any trust between them and me. I feel betrayed. At one point or another they've really let me down and I can't seem to forget. It's awful I know, grudges shouldn't be held. They still deserve second chances...right?
Why is it so impossible for people to be honest? Why is there a constant need to hide?
I miss the days when I knew myself, felt like this is me, felt like I knew what it was that was me. Life's harsh. We just need to "learn to deal with it".
xoxox love you xoxox |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
x_hidden_star_x's journal